[link]

WHAA? I don't know if it's just me, but that's a little trippy.. LOL

I recently had an epiphany, and realized I izn't a kid anymore. I'm starting college in a few months, and hit me, BIG. I'm going to be on my own, and I can't have any distractions. The thing's I enjoy about DA/digital art in general, I say I enjoy doing in my free time, whilst my art consumes my not-free time.

As much as I love vexelling, I've never truly has a sense of complete satisfaction from vexelling. I think I'll quit DA for a while, or completely. I find my self constantly re-clicking for new deviations, new messages, etc, and deviantart just feels like a little bird on the back of my neck, screeching for me to click click click.

Best of luck to all of you

[link]
Face Skin Attempts: 3

I like pie.

Sometimes, you just need to get everything out, even if no one else ever hear's it.

So, my mom has been working late for these past few months, and it's really starting to get me mad. I'm not mad at her, but the fact that her manager is making her have longer hours. This month is november, which is really crucial, with the College App's and all, is really weighing on me. We all eat dinner at 8 or nine now, and I can't fall alseep with food in my stomach.

I hate that my brother got a new car, on top of that, it was a Mercedes, and I'm stuck with a ten year old honda. And he doesn't even need a new car, he just stays home all day with his girlfriend, while they do some dirty stuff.

I hate that as hard as I try in my classes, I'm never able to get an A for any of my AP classes, and I feel like I want to stab something whenever I see that C or B on my computer monitor.

I hate that I'm such a big fucking procrastinator, I'm cramming four hundred pages of SAT info into one month.

I hate that my little sister is growing up. I miss when she was a child, and actually enjoyed riding a bicycle.

I hate, that I the things I hate can all be changed, with minor adjustments.